A month and 10 days, night around 5+ outs, lots of Paranthas at the Parantha point and a fresh morning later I’m back again.
Since the last most not much has changed. Well, the work is still there and a lot needs to be done. The QEs seem to have gotten minds of their own and then it’s back to square one of going over the code.
Sometimes I wonder if I did the correct thing by changing myself during the transition from College to Corporate. I used to have ready to take anyone on kind of attitude and now it’s down to let me continue my work and I don’t ask for anything kind of attitude. Is it really right? More often than not I find the need to go back to the old me and then I stop my ass from crossing over. When the things don’t feel right I just think I am used to being the old me so much that even though this being better for the world I’m not finding it good for me, I stop. But now I think I’m going back to my old self. Well what the heck, I tried being good, didn’t work out for me. Let’s try me being the same old me for some time now and then let’s see which one fares better in the current world!
